Boy, I'm feeling particularly unmotivated at the moment. I mean, more so. Like, I remember a few years ago when I could easily spend hours upon hours reading bad magazines and flopping around in the sun by the pool. I can't even muster up enough energy to do that! I haven't bought a magazine in... well. I bought one the other day, but it was only stupid Vogue Living, which was quite boring and disappointing. But I haven't bought a magazine I can really get my teeth into for months. What's going on? Actually, I think I'm getting a little sick. I have a slight dry cough and when I look in the mirror my eyes appear glassy. Perhaps I have the flu? Maybe I have the bug?!

No. I don't have the bug. Well, I hope not. No, I don't think I do; I've put on like, two kilos this past week. I'm so totally fat at the moment. Even my mother is making me feel bad, as she's joined a gym and does hour-long workouts in the mornings before work. Hmmph.

But yes, woe is me, etc. I have no energy. I think it's because I'm so busy commuting up and down the Gold Coast, and trudging the streets looking for decent coffee, t-shirts, and jackets, my energy levels are somewhat depleted. This concerns me, as I'm really starting to wonder about my ability to not only land a job, but also my ability to not have a complete meltdown two weeks into my duties! I don't know how you guys do it. Maybe if you have to work young you build up resistance to it or something? Ugh, this is so unfair.

But anyway, I've been trying to buoy my spirits. I've recently rediscovered a cache of my old music from highschool, and have been listening to The Dandy Warhols' "Get Off" pretty much on loop all week. It hasn't really worked though. Except for me making an ass out of myself singing along to the "hoo ha"s and "hot diggity dog" parts. Sigh. I think I need to do something drastic. Maybe I need to colour my hair? I've been watching a lot of Japanese anime-type stuff lately (yes, I am THAT LAME), and their hair is really inspiring me. I just cut all my hair off, and I thought it looked quite nice. Actually, it does look unreal for short hair. But I want, like, sharp angled anime hair now. Unfortunately I don't think I can pull off fluro orange or silver hair, as much as I wish I could. I do have the appropriate anime pointy chin and slightly slanty eyes though.